I just noticed it is December...not like what day it is even matters anymore.

I wish I had something to look forward to.

So give yourself something to look forward to.

Christmas is in December.

I already got my stuff from my mom and sister. I have no friends. The only other person I'll get something from is my dad...maybe.

I can't even look forward to getting time off for the holidays...as I'm going to have to work more during those two weeks. FUCK!

Well December is starting off pretty well so far. Managed to finally get my old computer in my room back online, so I'm happy.

I don't have any friends either. And I am going to get a job in a week or so, which means I won't have Christmas off, either.

But look at me:

That's me. Still smiling.

Actually...I get Christmas day off...New Year's day too...

I'm just going to have to work late on Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve...and that pisses me off really. It pisses me off that I'm only getting 1 day off a week now too...especially considering I work like long days 3 days out of the week.

December is off to a spectacularly shitty start. From the time I got up yesterday (about 25 hours ago) till this morning has been the worst day in a long time. I haven't done any shopping, and can't see myself having the means to do so any time soon. I don't get off school till the 22nd. I'm pretty certain that I want to transfer to BU or Northeastern, but I don't know if I'll have the grades to get accepted.

Wow, the 22nd? Sucks. Good luck with those two schools.

I'll be your friend!

Expect a lot of me until the 18th, I swore off partying and being social until finals are over.